a friend is hard to press charges against
if you know him you must have wanted it
a misunderstanding
you know these things happen
are you sure you didn’t suggest?
had you been drinkin?
a rapist is always to be a stranger
to be legitimate
someone you never saw
a man wit obvious problems
pin-ups attached to the inside of his lapels
ticket stubs from porno flicks in his pockets
a lil dick
or a strong mother
or just a brutal virgin
but if you’ve been seen public wit him
danced one dance
kissed him goodbye lightly
wit closed mouth
pressin charges will be as hard
as keepin yr legs closed
while five fools try to run a train on you
these men friends of ours who smile nice
stay employed
and take us out to dinner
lock the door behind you
wit fist in face
to fuck
…
being betrayed by men who know us
& expect
like the stranger
we always thot wuz comin
that we will submit
we must have known
women relinquish all personal rights
in the presence of a man
who apparently cd be coinsidered a rapist
especially if he has been considered a friend
& is no less worthy of being beat within an inch of his life
being publicly ridiculed
havin two fists shoved up his ass
than the stranger
we always thot it wd be
who never showed up
cuz it turns out the nature of rape has changed
lol THIS .
(Source: serenelyprofound, via hereliestheemotionsofjhay)
I am sitting at my desk and I want to dissappear. I want to take a nap right now. Its 12:30 and I forgot to pack lunch today. Please let there be some lunch money in my bag.
